Sunday, June 27, 2010

frust!



(T____T)
sedey + frust
rsenye sjak blik jb nih,asek gado je dgn syafiq
hari2 ok..
aq kecik ati dgn dye..
dye kecik ati dgn aq..
tp,laz2 aq jugak yg disalahkn
again. i'm mad for a reason.
sungguh. nyampah btol ble musim world cup nih
aq rse tv tuh lg dye syg dr aq.
silala cpt2 world cup abes
dah agak da sbnrnye. ble world cup start je aq tau aq akan diabaikn.
nk gelak, gelak r. mmg aq jlez pon dgn world cup.
haila. nihla kn. bf ko tuh ske sport.
jp g kalau dye xtgk bola, dye g men futsal.
dye carik aq ble dye btol2 free.
ntahla. rasa mmg xconfident langsung dgn dye
i'm advised other person. tp diri sendiri pon sbnrnye xconfident dgn bf sendiri
i'm suspect him ade gurl len. rse sgt stress ok ble jp g nga on call dgn dye then dgr bunyik nset dye tnda ade msg msuk.
rasa saket ati je. ye. mmg r aq pk bukan2.
but,if it is true,how???
lately pon dye asek mara2 je. ikotkn dye xpna marah aq ok sepjg da knal hampir 3 taon nih. cuma sjak skrg nih. sumpah. sgt sedey. rse cm mmg nk tros nanges je dpn dye ble kene mara. haih.
xtau r cmne nk ok kn blik ktorg nih.
like he said, aq nih kjap cmnih. kjap cm tuh. sok len,ari nih len.
the reasons y i becoming like that~all becoz of him.
rasa sgt tawar hati nk nk ckp dgn dye.
kadang2 sje je aq silentkn nset without vibration
coz mls nk angkat kalau dye call.
ye. ble dye free kn dye call aq.
xpon,kalau tahap frust aq nga tinggi gle,aq off nset tros.
i'm not juz not trust him but i'm not trust myself too.
ya Allah, tlg bg aq kekuatan utk troskn hbgn nih.
aq sgt2 syg dye. tp better single kalau asek saket ati kn.
huh~~~~~~~~~~~~

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